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March 17th, 2005

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02:01 am - New here
I have made this journal specifically to focus on losing weight and talking about my daily struggles. When I went on medication about 5 years ago I gained about 80lbs which I have never been able to get off. I was already a thick girl back then, but I am tall and broad so it wasn't so bad. Now I can barely stand to catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I look horrible and want to look and feel healthy! I have tried so many times to lose weight, but I have never stuck to it. I want to lose the weight before I start getting health problems, and everyone knows, the older you get, the harder it is to lose. I am 22 now, and I want to enjoy being young. I don't want to have to worry about not fitting onto a ride at an amusement park, or not being able to keep up with my friends when we do something active. I am addicted to food, it makes me feel better. But when I look at my life in the big picture, I know that I would be so much happier if I was thin and healthy. Reaching my goal weight doesn't seem possible to me, so I am definitely looking for some inspiration. I know it can be done; I just need to get the will power and the drive to do it.
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